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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    1:22 pm
    @@@@@Grant, and make her amends for my being
    @@@@@Grant, and make her amends
    for my being gone
    The first, at least, of these favours Fanny would rather not have
    been asked; but it was impossible for her to refuse the correspondence;
    it was impossible for her even not to accede to it more readily
    than her own judgment authorisedThere was no resisting so much
    apparent affectionHer disposition was peculiarly calculated to value
    a fond treatment, and from having hitherto known so little of it, she
    was the more overcome by Miss Crawford’sBesides, there was gratitude
    towards her, for having made their tete-a-tete so much less painful
    than her fears had predicted
    It was over, and she had escaped without reproaches and without
    detectionHer secret was still her own; and while that was the case,
    317
    Jane Austen
    she thought she could resign herself to almost everything
    In the evening there was another partingHenry Crawford came
    and sat some time with them; and her spirits not being previously
    in the strongest state, her heart was softened for a while towards
    him, because he really seemed to feelQuite unlike his usual self, he
    scarcely said anythingHe was evidently oppressed, and Fanny must
    grieve for him, though hoping she might never see him again till he
    were the husband of some other woman
    When it came to the moment of parting, he would take her hand,
    he would not be denied it; he said nothing, however, or nothing
    that she heard, and when he had left the room, she was better pleased
    that such a token of friendship had passed
    On the morrow the Crawfords were gone
    318
    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER XXXVII
    MRCRAWFORD GONE, Sir Thomas’s next object was that he should
    be missed; and he entertained great hope that his niece would find
    a blank in the loss of those attentions which at the time she had felt,
    or fancied, an evilShe had tasted of consequence in its most flattering
    form; and he did hope that the loss of it, the sinking again into
    nothing, would awaken very wholesome regrets in her mindHe
    watched her with this idea; but he could hardly tell with what success
    He hardly knew whether there were any difference in her spirits
    or notShe was always so gentle and retiring that her emotions
    were beyond his discriminationHe did not understand her: he felt
    that he did not; and therefore applied to Edmund to tell him how
    she stood affected on the present occasion, and whether she were
    more or less happy than she had been
    Edmund did not discern any symptoms of regret, and thought his
    father a little unreasonable in supposing the first three or four days
    could produce any
    What chiefly surprised Edmund was, that Crawford’s sister, the
    friend and companion who had been so much to her, should not be
    more visibly regrettedHe wondered that Fanny spoke so seldom of
    her, and had so little voluntarily to say of her concern at this separation
    Alas! it was this sister, this friend and companion, who was now
    the chief bane of Fanny’s comfortIf she could have believed Mary’s
    future fate as unconnected with Mansfield as she was determined
    the brother’s should be, if she could have hoped her return thither
    to be as distant as she was much inclined to think his, she would
    have been light of heart indeed; but the more she recollected and
    observed, the more deeply was she convinced that everything was
    now in a fairer train for Miss Crawford’s marrying Edmund than it
    319
    Jane Austen
    had ever been be
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    Now came the hard part, the terrible part
    I began unscrewing the cap of the flashlightOn
    the second turn, the light went out and I was in
    nearly perfect darknessI dumped the D-batteries
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    on it, and I poured it in, working by feelI had
    no idea how much the flashlight would hold, and
    thought one bottle would fill it all the way to
    the topI was reaching for the
    second one when full night must have come to Duma
    KeyI say that because that was when the china
    figure in my pocket came to life
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    Any time I doubt that last mad passage in the
    cistern, all I balenciaga motorcycle have to do is look at the trafficjam
    of white scars on the left side of my chest
    Anyone seeing me naked wouldn't notice them
    particularly; because of my accident, I am a
    roadmap of scars, and that small white bundle
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    that chewed through my shirt and skin and into the
    muscle beneath
    One that meant chanel earrings to chew all the way to my heart
    xi
    I almost knocked the second bottle of water over
    before managing to pick it upThat was mostly
    from surprise, but there was plenty of pain as
    well, and I cried outI felt fresh blood begin to
    flow, this time running down inside my shirt to
    the crease between my torso and my bellyShe was
    twisting in my pocket, writhing in my pocket, her
    teeth sinking in vintage omega watches and biting and plowing, digging
    deeper, deeperI had to tear her out, and I
    ripped away a good chunk of bloody shirt and flesh
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    with herThe figure had lost that smooth, cool
    feelIt was hot now, and writhing in my hand
    "Come on!" Wireman yelled from up above"Come on,
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    1:22 pm
    @@@@@No matter what you do with him, he won’t
    @@@@@No matter what you do with him, he won’t show up in Arlington
    tomorrow or the next day or the day after thatSooner or later someone’s going to come looking for
    himThere’ll be questions, searches, an investigation, and as sure as God made little Bobby
    Woodwards, the media will descend with its bellyful of speculationsIn short order your
    ‘arrangement’ will be picked up—hell, even the guards talked about it—and the newspapers, the
    magazines and television will have a collective field dayDo you want that? Or would it all lead
    to that body bag you mentioned?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    105
    The master sergeant and his lady stared at each other“He’s right, Eddie,” said the latter“With
    him we got a chance, the other way we don’t
    “It sounds too easy,” said Flannagan, his breath coming shorter as he glanced toward the door
    “How are you going to handle everything?”
    “That’s my business,” answered Bourne“Give me the telephone numbers, all of them, and then
    the only call you’ll have to make is the one to New York, and if I were you, I’d make it from
    whatever Pac island you’re on
    “You’re nuts! The minute the news breaks, I’m on Medusa’s rug—so’s Rachel! They’re going
    to want to know what happened
    “Tell them the truth, at least a variation of it, and I think you may even get a bonus
    “You’re a goddamned flake!”
    “I wasn’t a flake in ’Nam, SergeantNor was I in Hong Kong, and I’m certainly not nowYou
    and Rachel came home, saw what had happened, packed up and left—because you didn’t want any
    questions and the dead can’t talk and trap themselvesPredate your papers by a day, mail them, and
    leave the rest to me
    “I dunno—”
    “You don’t have a choice, Sergeant!” shot back Jason, rising from the chair“And I don’t care to
    waste any more time! You want me to go, I’ll go—figure it all out for yourselves Bourne angrily
    started for the door
    “No, Eddie, stop him! We gotta do it his way, we gotta take the chance! The other way we’re
    dead and you know it
    “All right, all right! We’ll do what you say
    Jason stopped and turned“Everything I say, Sergeant, down to the letter
    “First, you and I will go over to your place while Rachel goes upstairs and packs
    6:15 am
    @@@@@The memory is sometimes so retentive, so
    @@@@@The memory
    is sometimes so retentive, so serviceable, so obedient; at others, so
    bewildered and so weak; and at others again, so tyrannic, so beyond
    control! We are, to be sure, a miracle every way; but our powers of
    recollecting and of forgetting do seem peculiarly past finding out
    Miss Crawford, untouched and inattentive, had nothing to say;
    and Fanny, perceiving it, brought back her own mind to what she
    thought must interest
    “It may seem impertinent in me to praise, but I must admire the
    taste MrsGrant has shewn in all thisThere is such a quiet simplicity
    in the plan of the walk! Not too much attempted!”
    “Yes,” replied Miss Crawford carelessly, “it does very well for a
    place of this sortOne does not think of extent here; and between
    ourselves, till I came to Mansfield, I had not imagined a country
    parson ever aspired to a shrubbery, or anything of the kind
    182
    Mansfield Park
    “I am so glad to see the evergreens thrive!” said Fanny, in reply
    “My uncle’s gardener always says the soil here is better than his own,
    and so it appears from the growth of the laurels and evergreens in
    generalThe evergreen! How beautiful, how welcome, how wonderful
    the evergreen! When one thinks of it, how astonishing a variety
    of nature! In some countries we know the tree that sheds its leaf
    is the variety, but that does not make it less amazing that the same
    soil and the same sun should nurture plants differing in the first
    rule and law of their existenceYou will think me rhapsodising; but
    when I am out of doors, especially when I am sitting out of doors, I
    am very apt to get into this sort of wondering strainOne cannot fix
    one’s eyes on the commonest natural production without finding
    food for a rambling fancy
    “To say the truth,” replied Miss Crawford, “I am something like
    the famous Doge at the court of Lewis XIV and may declare that I
    see no wonder in this shrubbery equal to seeing myself in itIf anybody
    had told me a year ago that this place would be my home, that
    I should be spending month after month here, as I have done, I
    certainly should not have believed themI have now been here nearly
    five months; and, moreover, the quietest five months I ever passed
    “Too quiet for you, I believe
    “I should have thought so theoretically myself, but,” and her eyes
    brightened as she spoke, “take it all and all, I never spent so happy a
    summerBut then,” with a more thoughtful air and lowered voice,
    “there is no saying what it may lead to
    Fanny’s heart beat quick, and she felt quite unequal to surmising
    or soliciting anything moreMiss Crawford, however, with renewed
    animation, soon went on—
    “I am conscious of being far better reconciled to a country residence
    than I had ever expected to beI can even suppose it pleasant
    to spend half the year in the country, under certain circumstances,
    very pleasantAn elegant, moderate-sized house in the centre of
    family connexions; continual engagements among them; commanding
    the first society in the neighbourhood; looked up to, perhaps, as
    leading it even more than those of larger fortune, and turning from
    the cheerful round of such amusements to nothing worse than a
    tete-a-tete with the person one feels most agreeable in the world
    183
    Jane Austen
    There is nothing frightful in such a picture, is there, Miss Price?
    One need not envy the new MrsRushworth with such a home as
    thatRushworth!” was all that Fanny attempted to sa
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    1:30 pm
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    shut
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    As both men laughed, Jason stared at the dark face and warm black eyes in front of him
    “Something else I just rememberedThirteen years ago in that hospital in Virginia Outside of Marie and those government bastards you were the only one
    “Panov understood, Br’er RabbitWhen in my very unofficial status I worked on you for
    Europe, I told Morris that you don’t study a man’s face in a lens without learning things about that
    face, that manI wanted you to talk about the things I found missing in that lens and Morris thought
    it might not be a bad ideaAnd now that confessional hour is over, I gotta say that it’s really
    good to see you, Jason, but to tell you the truth I’m not happy to see you, if you catch my
    meaning
    “I need your help, Cactus
    “That’s the root of my unhappinessYou’ve been through enough and you wouldn’t be here
    unless you were itching for more, and in my professional, lens-peering opinion, that ain’t healthy
    for the face I’m lookin’ at
    “You’ve got to help me
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    44
    “Then you’d better have a damn good reason that passes muster for the good doctor’Cause I
    ain’t gonna mess around with anything that could mess you up furtherI met your lovely lady
    with the dark red hair a few times in the hospital—she’s somethin’ special, Br’er, and your kids
    have got to be outstanding, so you see I can’t mess around with anything that might hurt them
    Forgive me, but you’re all like kinfolk from a distance, from a time we don’t talk about, but it’s on
    my mind
    “They’re why I need your help
    “The Jackal’s closing inHe found us in Hong Kong and he’s zeroing in on me and my family,
    on my wife and my children
    The old man’s eyes grew wide under the green shade, a moral fury in his expanded pupils
    “Does the good doctor know about this?”
    “He’s part of itHe may not approve of what I’m doing, but if he’s honest with himself, he
    knows that the bottom line is the Jackal and me
    The aged black studied his pleading client in the hallway, in the afternoon shadows“You in
    good shape, Br’er Rabbit?” he a
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
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    “Is there anything you need?” I murmuredI pulled my hands free–they fluttered helplessly in
    the air between me and Walter
    His loosely rolling eyes searched the darkness
    “Is there anything we can do for you? Anything at all?”
    His eyes roamed till they found my faceAbruptly, they focused through chanel white watch the drunken stupor and
    the pain
    “Finally,” he gaspedHis breath wheezed and whistled“I knew you would come if I waited
    long enoughOh, Gladys, I have so much to tell you
    CHAPTER 31
    Needed
    Ifroze and then looked quickly over my shoulder to see if someone was behind me
    “Gladys was his wife,” Jamie hermes purse whispered almost silently
    “Gladys,” Walter said to me, oblivious to my reaction“Would you believe I went and got
    cancer? What are the odds, eh? Never took a sick day in my life…” His voice faded out until I
    couldn't hear it, but his lips continued to moveHe was too weak to lift his hand; his gucci bookbag fingers
    dragged themselves toward the edge of the cot, toward me
    Ian nudged me forward
    “What should I do?” I breathedThe sweat beading on my forehead had nothing to do with the
    humid heatgrandfather lived to be a hundred and one,” Walter wheezed, audible again“Nobody ever
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    though?”
    He looked at me trustingly, waiting for an answerIan poked me in the back
    “Maybe that was Bill's aunt,” Walter allowed
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    Scarlett lowered herself onto a small chairIf only Rhett were there
    to join the tea partyBut he wasn't, and he never would be, and she
    had to accept itHe would have tea parties with his other child,
    his other children-by AnneScarlett resisted the impulse to grab Cat
    in her arms"I'd like two lumps of sugar, please, Miss O'Hara," she
    saidThat night Scarlett couldn't sleep
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    silk-covered eiderdown wrapped closely around her for warmthBut
    the
    warmth and comfort she wanted was to feel Rhett's arms around her,
    to
    hear his deep voice mocking the disastrous party until she could laugh
    at it and at the error of giving itShe wanted comfort for her
    disappointmentShe wanted love, grown-up chanel logo earrings caring and
    understanding
    Her heart had learned to love, it was overflowing with love, and she
    had nowhere to spend itDamn Rhett for getting in the way! Why
    couldn't she love Bart Morland? He was kind, he was attractive,
    Scarlett enjoyed being with himIf she really wanted him, she didn't
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    except RhettIt's not fair! she thought, like a childAnd, like a
    child, eventually she cried herself to sleep
    When she woke, she was in control of herself once moreSo what if
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    than
    ten minutes? She had other friends, and she was going to make lots
    moreNow that the dior handbags house was finally done, Charlotte was busy as a
    spider spinning a web with plans about the futureAnd in the
    meantime, the weather was perfect for hunting, and MrsSims had
    made
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
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    6:15 am
    @@@@@Better they come while Jeb was still here“If
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    “Is it the kid you're worried about, or are you just afraid that he'll turn the gun on you?” Jeb
    asked, his voice almost languid
    I blinked, my anger derailedThat thought had not even occurred to meI glanced blankly at
    Jamie, met his surprised gaze, and saw that the idea was shocking to him, too
    It took me a minute to recover my side of the argument, and by the time I did, Jeb's expression
    had changedHis eyes were intent, his mouth pursed–as if he were about to fit the last piece
    into a frustrating puzzle
    “Give the gun to Ian or any of the othersI don't care,” I said, my voice slow and even“Just
    leave the boy out of this
    Jeb's sudden face-wide grin reminded me, strangely, of a pouncing cat
    “It's my house, kid, and I'll do what I want
    Jeb turned his back and ambled away down the hall, whistling as he wentI watched him go,
    my mouth hanging openWhen he disappeared, I turned to Jamie, who was watching me with a
    sullen expression
    “I'm not a child,” he muttered in a deeper tone than usual, his chin jutting out belligerently
    “Now, you should… you should go in your room
    The order was less than severe, but there was nothing else I could doI'd lost this disagreement
    by a large margin
    I sat down with my back against the rock that formed one side of the cave opening–the side
    where I could hide behind the half-opened screen but still watch JamieI wrapped my arms
    around my legs and began doing what I knew I would be doing as long as this insane situation
    continued: I worried
    I also strained my eyes and ears for some sound of approach, to be readyNo matter what Jeb
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
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    by a readiness of mind, and an inclination for usefulness, as Fanny
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    Susan could never be sparedFirst as a comfort to Fanny, then as an
    auxiliary, and last as her substitute, she was established at Mansfield,
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    conduct and rising fame, and in the general well-doing and success
    of the other members of the family, all assisting to advance each
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    secure as earthly happiness can beEqually formed for domestic
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    affection and comfort; and to complete the picture of good, the
    acquisition of Mansfield living, by the death of DrGrant, occurred
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